turning 21

There's some fact where we can't run from. Few days ago I attended one of my friend in west Lafayette 21st b'day. Few more days it'll be my other friends 21st bday, why suddenly I write post about this even though I attend a lot of 21st b'day ? Because all of them are in the same batch with me. Soon it'll be my turn, I always try to escape many times before by changing my birthday in Friendster or facebook so no one will realize it. The truth is I'm afraid to go forward, I'm afraid when my age is getting older, people expect me to be more mature. I still want to be kid inside of my heart, the year I like in college is my sophomore year. it's a perfect year for me, I have somebody who is one batch bellow me to bully (JK) but I also have senior who I can look into when I look for advice. But this year everything is changing, people start leaving and leave me behind in this place, I'm become one of the senior and I get irritated when people called me koko or koh or ko (older brother) .

God reminds me that I must go forward to enjoy more of his blessings, if I don't start taking responsibility and be more mature then I'll regret it later.People said that getting old is a must but getting mature is a choice, it's no longer time for me to hide and admit I'm old now (soon 21) . Still trying to understand a lot of things and definitely far from perfect. But I'll give my best in everything to reach His dreams inside me.